if melody is my destiny

if melody is my destiny

then whats left of me ill give to you

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[12 Mar 2004|03:20am]

its odd that when i close my eyes i can remember the smiles the laughter the good times.
then i open them and i see reality.
its sad to think i miss the smiles, and stuff.
i miss you holding me.
or you being a pain in the ass jumping on my bed waking me up.
haha i miss that.
i kind of miss taking care of you too.
you know, making your food, doing your laundry, and all that.
sigh , at first i didnt think i would miss it.
and the harder i try NOT to miss it.. the more i end up wanting you.

sigh.
why cant i go back?

1 left me in tear break my heart

[03 Mar 2004|12:06pm]

brian left for california. :(

3 left me in tears break my heart

[03 Feb 2004|09:00pm]

im sick of not being good enough. :/

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[03 Feb 2004|06:38pm]

so much has happened.

my mom has an aneurysm we find out more this thursday. i hope she is okay. pray for her. it could kill her :\

i am still in arizona for now, i might still leave debating on what happens with my mom, and what happens to see if i like this school that i have been checking out and what not. i dont know yet. we'll see.

i lost seven pounds. and i love the gym. ha . beat that.

and i dont know.

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i love my matthewface.

i miss brian. =\ :sigh:

and manda i miss her so much shes going through a lot of shit with living on her own. eh, i hope everything goes good for her i love her with all my heart <3

1 left me in tear break my heart

[13 Jan 2004|02:59am]

I miss you.

break my heart

[10 Jan 2004|06:37pm]

Oregon in less than a week ;).

He called and left me a message saying he misses me.

2 left me in tears break my heart

[08 Jan 2004|08:13pm]

im moving to oregon.

brian hates me.

1 left me in tear break my heart

[13 Nov 2003|12:10am]

I need someone to do underage tattoos for me around Thanksgiving time. Any Takers? Anyone know someone that could hook me up that does good work?

3 left me in tears break my heart

[28 Jul 2003|04:00pm]

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