if melody is my destiny

bruisedcherries @ 2004-03-12T03:20:00

2004-03-12T10:21:42Z

its odd that when i close my eyes i can remember the smiles the laughter the good times.
then i open them and i see reality.
its sad to think i miss the smiles, and stuff.
i miss you holding me.
or you being a pain in the ass jumping on my bed waking me up.
haha i miss that.
i kind of miss taking care of you too.
you know, making your food, doing your laundry, and all that.
sigh , at first i didnt think i would miss it.
and the harder i try NOT to miss it.. the more i end up wanting you.

sigh.
why cant i go back?

bruisedcherries @ 2004-03-03T12:06:00

2004-03-03T19:06:23Z

brian left for california. :(

bruisedcherries @ 2004-02-03T21:00:00

2004-02-04T04:00:34Z

im sick of not being good enough. :/

bruisedcherries @ 2004-02-03T18:38:00

2004-02-04T01:40:52Z

so much has happened.

my mom has an aneurysm we find out more this thursday. i hope she is okay. pray for her. it could kill her :\

i am still in arizona for now, i might still leave debating on what happens with my mom, and what happens to see if i like this school that i have been checking out and what not. i dont know yet. we'll see.

i lost seven pounds. and i love the gym. ha . beat that.

and i dont know.

=\

i love my matthewface.

i miss brian. =\ :sigh:

and manda i miss her so much shes going through a lot of shit with living on her own. eh, i hope everything goes good for her i love her with all my heart <3

bruisedcherries @ 2004-01-13T02:59:00

2004-01-13T09:59:21Z

I miss you.

bruisedcherries @ 2004-01-10T18:37:00

2004-01-11T01:37:27Z

Oregon in less than a week ;).

He called and left me a message saying he misses me.

bruisedcherries @ 2004-01-08T20:13:00

2004-01-09T03:13:47Z

im moving to oregon.

brian hates me.

bruisedcherries @ 2003-11-13T00:10:00

2003-11-13T07:10:00Z

I need someone to do underage tattoos for me around Thanksgiving time. Any Takers? Anyone know someone that could hook me up that does good work?

bruisedcherries @ 2003-07-28T16:00:00

2003-07-27T23:00:14Z

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