if melody is my destiny

Fri, 12 Mar 2004 10:21:42 GMT

its odd that when i close my eyes i can remember the smiles the laughter the good times.
then i open them and i see reality.
its sad to think i miss the smiles, and stuff.
i miss you holding me.
or you being a pain in the ass jumping on my bed waking me up.
haha i miss that.
i kind of miss taking care of you too.
you know, making your food, doing your laundry, and all that.
sigh , at first i didnt think i would miss it.
and the harder i try NOT to miss it.. the more i end up wanting you.

sigh.
why cant i go back?

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 19:06:23 GMT

brian left for california. :(

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 04:00:34 GMT

im sick of not being good enough. :/

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 01:40:52 GMT

so much has happened.

my mom has an aneurysm we find out more this thursday. i hope she is okay. pray for her. it could kill her :\

i am still in arizona for now, i might still leave debating on what happens with my mom, and what happens to see if i like this school that i have been checking out and what not. i dont know yet. we'll see.

i lost seven pounds. and i love the gym. ha . beat that.

and i dont know.

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i love my matthewface.

i miss brian. =\ :sigh:

and manda i miss her so much shes going through a lot of shit with living on her own. eh, i hope everything goes good for her i love her with all my heart <3

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 09:59:21 GMT

I miss you.

Sun, 11 Jan 2004 01:37:27 GMT

Oregon in less than a week ;).

He called and left me a message saying he misses me.

Fri, 09 Jan 2004 03:13:47 GMT

im moving to oregon.

brian hates me.

Thu, 13 Nov 2003 07:10:00 GMT

I need someone to do underage tattoos for me around Thanksgiving time. Any Takers? Anyone know someone that could hook me up that does good work?

Sun, 27 Jul 2003 23:00:14 GMT

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